Sure! ...or so I would have said when I first started writing The Sphere.
Bella and Dylan had been haunting my mind for a good while before I got my author's fingers into gear and decided to participate in NaNoWriMo 2016.
It was easy going with those two. Like a comfortable, long term relationship. I knew who they were, how they felt, and what they wanted to achieve.
Still - they managed to take me by surprise more than once! I plunged them into stressful, dangerous, and daunting situations, and I saw their loyalties and values challenged.
I witnessed their relationship and love being threatened and I discovered a darker, more sinister side to Bella, and a weakness in Dylan, which I never could have anticipated.
Bella and Dylan had been haunting my mind for a good while before I got my author's fingers into gear and decided to participate in NaNoWriMo 2016.
It was easy going with those two. Like a comfortable, long term relationship. I knew who they were, how they felt, and what they wanted to achieve.
Still - they managed to take me by surprise more than once! I plunged them into stressful, dangerous, and daunting situations, and I saw their loyalties and values challenged.
I witnessed their relationship and love being threatened and I discovered a darker, more sinister side to Bella, and a weakness in Dylan, which I never could have anticipated.
Their dynamics change. THEY change. Circumstances force them to, and sometimes they struggle to keep their relationship from crumbling.
They eventually find a balance of give and take, weakness and steel, resistance and surrender during the five-year journey to Earth on board The Odyssey.
And then there is Nick Cole. He was not a participant in the story to start with. But that changed radically when he first stepped out of a dark corner of my imagination.
He had to grow up fast when he started to take on great responsibilities for Bella. And he never asked much in return. He is totally at the mercy of his all-consuming love for Bella.
Bella lured Nick into her orbit under false pretences. Not because she is intrinsically mean or manipulative - but because she had to. Dylan's life was on the line - and the line is always thin, and getting thinner as the story develops! Nick never knew the full truth. He got fed whatever was necessary to keep the truth under wraps.
He was a no-holds-barred idealist. He dared to hope. He dared to dream.
He still is a dreamer - a disillusioned one, though.
He is also a doer. And he did everything in his powers to make his visions come true. Single minded, determined, soft spoken, loyal, and kind. That was Nick Cole at the end of The Sphere (Book 1 of the Sphere-World Series).
When I started to write The Odyssey, Nick changed. He was in charge of The Odyssey - he built her, he designed her, he commanded her. There is power in Nick: the calm confidence of a person who knows their ways and their values. But there is also doubt, sorrow, and despair. Nick is a dual character, and he struggles to reconcile the polar opposites within himself, which constantly battle for the upper hand.
He is fiercely attached to life - yet he is ready to die, when the purpose of his efforts, the driving force, his motivator for escaping the space station turns out to be a red herring.
Once he realised that, he gave up.
It was hard to keep him alive!
They eventually find a balance of give and take, weakness and steel, resistance and surrender during the five-year journey to Earth on board The Odyssey.
And then there is Nick Cole. He was not a participant in the story to start with. But that changed radically when he first stepped out of a dark corner of my imagination.
He had to grow up fast when he started to take on great responsibilities for Bella. And he never asked much in return. He is totally at the mercy of his all-consuming love for Bella.
Bella lured Nick into her orbit under false pretences. Not because she is intrinsically mean or manipulative - but because she had to. Dylan's life was on the line - and the line is always thin, and getting thinner as the story develops! Nick never knew the full truth. He got fed whatever was necessary to keep the truth under wraps.
He was a no-holds-barred idealist. He dared to hope. He dared to dream.
He still is a dreamer - a disillusioned one, though.
He is also a doer. And he did everything in his powers to make his visions come true. Single minded, determined, soft spoken, loyal, and kind. That was Nick Cole at the end of The Sphere (Book 1 of the Sphere-World Series).
When I started to write The Odyssey, Nick changed. He was in charge of The Odyssey - he built her, he designed her, he commanded her. There is power in Nick: the calm confidence of a person who knows their ways and their values. But there is also doubt, sorrow, and despair. Nick is a dual character, and he struggles to reconcile the polar opposites within himself, which constantly battle for the upper hand.
He is fiercely attached to life - yet he is ready to die, when the purpose of his efforts, the driving force, his motivator for escaping the space station turns out to be a red herring.
Once he realised that, he gave up.
It was hard to keep him alive!
I struggled, I fought for him, and I eventually managed to bring him back from the brink.
It came at a price, though: He wasn't the same. He couldn't be! Traumatic events demand changes - significant changes in fact.
It came at a price, though: He wasn't the same. He couldn't be! Traumatic events demand changes - significant changes in fact.
And so I had to let him descend into his own personal abyss. Where was his anchor? Who tethered him? I didn't know at first. But it became apparent very soon.
I know my characters, yes. But not in their entirety. Like real people, they surprise me. They reveal additional layers of their personalities the better I get to know them. And I like this aspect of writing. Nothing is set in stone.
When crossroads are reached, my protagonists may strike the wrong path. They may turn around - and they may not. Perhaps they will get out at the other end: burned, warped, and perhaps rebuilt. But perhaps they will become stuck in the wrong; never to recover. After all - some people shatter when they are pushed too hard.
I also introduce new characters in each book. The story demands it.
It is exciting! I love working with new characters: the entirely unknown ones, the ones I can watch develop as the story progresses., and the ones which exist as a glimpse, and will only fully reveal themselves further down the line in the Sphere-World series.
Book 3 Homecoming will be out later this year.
Please stay tuned, and may you find many engaging books to read.
When crossroads are reached, my protagonists may strike the wrong path. They may turn around - and they may not. Perhaps they will get out at the other end: burned, warped, and perhaps rebuilt. But perhaps they will become stuck in the wrong; never to recover. After all - some people shatter when they are pushed too hard.
I also introduce new characters in each book. The story demands it.
It is exciting! I love working with new characters: the entirely unknown ones, the ones I can watch develop as the story progresses., and the ones which exist as a glimpse, and will only fully reveal themselves further down the line in the Sphere-World series.
Book 3 Homecoming will be out later this year.
Please stay tuned, and may you find many engaging books to read.
No comments:
Post a Comment